what is it?!

today.. H1 N1 told me.. someone said she's scare when she see me.. aikx.. she's the third person..>< indeed... first , pine, second, ling, third, her.. aikxx.. am i realy so scary?! like a lion? or a tiger? or even KING KONG?! aikxx.. feels so depressed.. it's another time AGAIN.. i have to be hard for my life everyday to put someone in my heart down AGAIN..>< aikxx..